I'm not at my best , I haven't been out to run because even though the sun is shining and there isn't a cloud in the sky, it's so bitter cold I'm afraid my eyeballs will freeze open- or freeze shut from the tears from the damn wind.

I'm working on a lot. Trying to figure things out and at the root of my peeves right now is people not honoring their obligations. People with screwed up priorities. Things that have been a peeve of mine since before I knew what a pet peeve was. I've figured out, yes, I do have a lot of repressed anger- not because I hold it in to keep from upsetting people-it's because when the people you're angry with refuse to even acknowledge it, what do you do? Jesus Christ, no wonder I can run 7 miles at a time.

I don't like that I worry about other people's obligations more than they do. But if your priority is pokernight over child support, it's hard to believe you're gonna take care of anything else that needs taking care of...but what do I know...I have boobies....